to paraphrase Caesar - I came, I saw, I joined......
with a lot of trepidation one may add...
I have been a member on a number of Pagan/Heathen websites but have never "fitted" into a convenient bracket for them to catalogue and file away...and so, after a number of posts I have lost interest and drifted away...actually I tend to drift all the time - it's a shamanic can't pin me down thing
what do I mean by shamanic.....hel why did i start this....bear with me as this is extreme soul searching and probably confused...
amalgamate Heathenry, buddhism, animism and spiritulism (without a christian overtone), add a veneration for all things, the belief that everything has a spirit and must be treated with respect, throw in spirit contact and a certain magical element and you end up with a path that has a foot in this materialist world and one that is in the spiritual and never quite sure which is which
confused....so am i most of the time....but it's my path
No altars, no rituals, just e staring into the void and yelling "go on take your best shot...but make it count".....gods...yes I have interacted with a few...but i will not kow-tow and worship any although Thor is a pretty good guy and Freya is often around....
of me...failed academic with a couple of degrees in archaeology concentrating on the pagan anglo-saxon period...failed Theatre Nurse...failed writer...
often depressive, usually solitary (apart from my girlfriend)
I keep fish, research and write, investigate hauntings and traditional sites, ride a damn great motorcycle, am vegetarian and like making things and feel completely in the wrong time period
so i'm going to take things easy and see how things go on here
brightest of blessings to all
Chris
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meant to add...if I don't fit tell me now and we can all stop wasting time and circumvent all the bitchyness, backbiting and snyde comments to eventually make me leave
with a lot of trepidation one may add...
I have been a member on a number of Pagan/Heathen websites but have never "fitted" into a convenient bracket for them to catalogue and file away...and so, after a number of posts I have lost interest and drifted away...actually I tend to drift all the time - it's a shamanic can't pin me down thing
what do I mean by shamanic.....hel why did i start this....bear with me as this is extreme soul searching and probably confused...
amalgamate Heathenry, buddhism, animism and spiritulism (without a christian overtone), add a veneration for all things, the belief that everything has a spirit and must be treated with respect, throw in spirit contact and a certain magical element and you end up with a path that has a foot in this materialist world and one that is in the spiritual and never quite sure which is which
confused....so am i most of the time....but it's my path
No altars, no rituals, just e staring into the void and yelling "go on take your best shot...but make it count".....gods...yes I have interacted with a few...but i will not kow-tow and worship any although Thor is a pretty good guy and Freya is often around....
of me...failed academic with a couple of degrees in archaeology concentrating on the pagan anglo-saxon period...failed Theatre Nurse...failed writer...
often depressive, usually solitary (apart from my girlfriend)
I keep fish, research and write, investigate hauntings and traditional sites, ride a damn great motorcycle, am vegetarian and like making things and feel completely in the wrong time period
so i'm going to take things easy and see how things go on here
brightest of blessings to all
Chris
- - - Updated - - -
meant to add...if I don't fit tell me now and we can all stop wasting time and circumvent all the bitchyness, backbiting and snyde comments to eventually make me leave
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