Re: Whatcha thinking about now?
I have the 9 of swords Thoth Tarot card tatted on my forearm. Under it reads 'cruelty' just like the card implies. That of depression/desperation of the mind. It's all in red ink like the card. I got it when I was going through my very tough time of out of control bi polar. One of the darkest times of my mental stability full of fear. Full of...desperation.
It's been fading over the years. My body has been absorbing the red ink. The tops of the swords are there. But the actual swords are disintegrating. And the cruelty word has all fallen apart. Only I know what word was there. I've never been disappointed in the fact this tattoo didn't stick. Nor am I regretful of it.
Desperation is timed. It's finite. It had a beginning and now it's had its end. It's quite fitting that I watch it disappear.
I have the 9 of swords Thoth Tarot card tatted on my forearm. Under it reads 'cruelty' just like the card implies. That of depression/desperation of the mind. It's all in red ink like the card. I got it when I was going through my very tough time of out of control bi polar. One of the darkest times of my mental stability full of fear. Full of...desperation.
It's been fading over the years. My body has been absorbing the red ink. The tops of the swords are there. But the actual swords are disintegrating. And the cruelty word has all fallen apart. Only I know what word was there. I've never been disappointed in the fact this tattoo didn't stick. Nor am I regretful of it.
Desperation is timed. It's finite. It had a beginning and now it's had its end. It's quite fitting that I watch it disappear.
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