I am wondering how everyone's night went last night? I know the site was down for some time but I didn't attempt to get on at all yesterday. I got stomped on at work, and angry. 300 covers without a float and a fish cook that doesn't know how to help. It was awesome (insert sarcasm here), after which I came home and enjoyed 4 shots of J.D. I'm still annoyed with it today. I keep trying to think of ways it could have been better. Things I could have done better. Could I have executed something differently, marked more lamb, rib-eyes pulled had more pierogies blanched off, moved faster, cut out others steps. I'm obsessive, and driven. I should have done better! I could have done better.
Are any of you driven by something like that. Completely passionate and dedicated to a craft or hobby?Do you have certain expectations of yourself and others and how does it effect you when these expectations are not met? How do you get better and perfect your craft? Shit happens, I know the world isn't perfect and things get thrown in front of us that we can't always see coming. I don't make a habit of getting angry at work. It doesn't do me any good but slow me down and make the night that much harder. I like to go with the flow and laugh it off but sometimes I just can't.
*I know I talk about food and work a lot. They are almost as close to me as my religion and my husband. I love what I do and believe that if I'm going to spend most of life with this stuff that I should be passionate, proud, and dedicated to it. Why do it if you don't love it?
Are any of you driven by something like that. Completely passionate and dedicated to a craft or hobby?Do you have certain expectations of yourself and others and how does it effect you when these expectations are not met? How do you get better and perfect your craft? Shit happens, I know the world isn't perfect and things get thrown in front of us that we can't always see coming. I don't make a habit of getting angry at work. It doesn't do me any good but slow me down and make the night that much harder. I like to go with the flow and laugh it off but sometimes I just can't.
*I know I talk about food and work a lot. They are almost as close to me as my religion and my husband. I love what I do and believe that if I'm going to spend most of life with this stuff that I should be passionate, proud, and dedicated to it. Why do it if you don't love it?
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