I finally got the willpower to try a spiritual meditation again, and follow through with it, so I tried to. It wasn't a deep sort of meditation, for lack of better terms, I was aware of all my surroundings and noises. I projected my intent for help to overcome some personal issues, and in my mind I saw a woman with inch thick purple hair (not sure how else to describe it) and I felt her grab my hand, and felt some kind of jolt of energy. She hugged me and I felt more energy flow into me, then took my hand again, and flew me up into the sky, above a forest.
Off in the distance were some mountains, and as we were traveling towards them, my concentration got a little weaker, and in the vision I slipped and almost let go of her, but she tightened her grip and pulled me back up. We flew over to a grass clearing surrounded by trees, and I was sort of, seeing myself or an image of what I projected myself to be, which in this vision was a petite woman with blonde hair, wrapped in some kind of braid and wearing dated looking clothes of sorts.
I wanted to stop viewing myself and kind of... look through that body? I guess you could say. After I thought that, she stared at me in the eyes and I could focus more without viewing myself. She grabbed my same hand and raised it up with my palm up, and started to gather energy around my palm. I kind of went in and out of that mode of looking at my own body, but that apparently wasn't too important. I felt some ripples of energy go through me again from that.
She then let go of my hand and said, "Now learn." I took that as I should try doing that in my own physical body, so I ended the meditation, and tried doing it with my own hand, tried picturing energy gathering around it. I felt some kind of cool breeze in my hand and... some kind of sensation, not sure how to describe it, while I tried gathering positive energy. Then well, not knowing what else to really do at this point, I brought my hand to my face, and tried to absorb the energy. And I think it was... semi successful? I felt a noticeable difference, but not as much as I would like.
So that was my experience. I really don't know if it was an authentic spiritual experience, or the meditation was just my mind making up something, or if my hand really did anything at all, but I tried and I did feel a little better. I'm open to any kind of advice you guys have, as I do want to sort of continue this kind of thing and like, establish some kind of relationships with spirits, or gather energy, or something. I'm totally new to this kind of stuff, so any help would be enormously appreciated.
Edit: Also wanted to mention that I wrote this in my spiritual journal, and the last time I wrote something in there was exactly two years ago. I found that pretty amazing, to say the least.
Off in the distance were some mountains, and as we were traveling towards them, my concentration got a little weaker, and in the vision I slipped and almost let go of her, but she tightened her grip and pulled me back up. We flew over to a grass clearing surrounded by trees, and I was sort of, seeing myself or an image of what I projected myself to be, which in this vision was a petite woman with blonde hair, wrapped in some kind of braid and wearing dated looking clothes of sorts.
I wanted to stop viewing myself and kind of... look through that body? I guess you could say. After I thought that, she stared at me in the eyes and I could focus more without viewing myself. She grabbed my same hand and raised it up with my palm up, and started to gather energy around my palm. I kind of went in and out of that mode of looking at my own body, but that apparently wasn't too important. I felt some ripples of energy go through me again from that.
She then let go of my hand and said, "Now learn." I took that as I should try doing that in my own physical body, so I ended the meditation, and tried doing it with my own hand, tried picturing energy gathering around it. I felt some kind of cool breeze in my hand and... some kind of sensation, not sure how to describe it, while I tried gathering positive energy. Then well, not knowing what else to really do at this point, I brought my hand to my face, and tried to absorb the energy. And I think it was... semi successful? I felt a noticeable difference, but not as much as I would like.
So that was my experience. I really don't know if it was an authentic spiritual experience, or the meditation was just my mind making up something, or if my hand really did anything at all, but I tried and I did feel a little better. I'm open to any kind of advice you guys have, as I do want to sort of continue this kind of thing and like, establish some kind of relationships with spirits, or gather energy, or something. I'm totally new to this kind of stuff, so any help would be enormously appreciated.
Edit: Also wanted to mention that I wrote this in my spiritual journal, and the last time I wrote something in there was exactly two years ago. I found that pretty amazing, to say the least.
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