Hi people.
I'm not new. I'm also not old.
For those keeping track, since I went to Europe (and nothing would work for me and stuff), I got off the anti-depressants and also the pill that April. I started only working 4 days a week. This all helped. My job/life still sucked all last year though so start of this year I was lucky to be able to do 2 days up north and 2 days at home. Like in my own town. My own house. With my husband. Amazing. At the end of term 1 I still wasn't coping with LC though so I quit and have been working 2.5-3 days a week since. Which is tight money wise, but not too bad. I like my job now, so bonus.
After Europe I got a coach, and lost 6kg. This made me happy. Then I rediscovered alcohol and put some back on. Beginning of this yeah got back to 70kg but was training enough that it wasn't bothering me a whole heap. I got really sick this winter, which kept me out the gym for 2 months. I'm only just getting back into it now. Which is good, because I have set a new record for 'the heaviest ive ever been'.
I dont practise like anything anymore. I still have my beliefs. They haven't changed. But I don't *do* anything. I'd like that to change. I've thought a lot about coming back here, but it's only just happened. So hopefully it stays happened.
Those are the 3 important things to me I guess.
Also, is there a decent app for this yet? If i have to keep coming on the Internet I'll probably go awol again.
So hi again.
I'm not new. I'm also not old.
For those keeping track, since I went to Europe (and nothing would work for me and stuff), I got off the anti-depressants and also the pill that April. I started only working 4 days a week. This all helped. My job/life still sucked all last year though so start of this year I was lucky to be able to do 2 days up north and 2 days at home. Like in my own town. My own house. With my husband. Amazing. At the end of term 1 I still wasn't coping with LC though so I quit and have been working 2.5-3 days a week since. Which is tight money wise, but not too bad. I like my job now, so bonus.
After Europe I got a coach, and lost 6kg. This made me happy. Then I rediscovered alcohol and put some back on. Beginning of this yeah got back to 70kg but was training enough that it wasn't bothering me a whole heap. I got really sick this winter, which kept me out the gym for 2 months. I'm only just getting back into it now. Which is good, because I have set a new record for 'the heaviest ive ever been'.
I dont practise like anything anymore. I still have my beliefs. They haven't changed. But I don't *do* anything. I'd like that to change. I've thought a lot about coming back here, but it's only just happened. So hopefully it stays happened.
Those are the 3 important things to me I guess.
Also, is there a decent app for this yet? If i have to keep coming on the Internet I'll probably go awol again.
So hi again.
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