I know the feeling of depression. I was depressed about 6 years. The reason for it was that my mother died from Type 2 Diabetes. I was very depressed and blame myself for her death. But I realized it wasn't my fault and sometimes I still feel that way.
Never your fault Bart,just how life is,we come,and we go on some calendar of the ages,when it is our time,that is it.
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I know that. I mean I give her insulin everyday but it wasn't enough. I mean if the doctors would find a cure for type 2 diabetes years ago she would've been alive today and I would be very happy to see her.Originally Posted by anunitu
Welcome back. I'm so glad you were able to find a way out of the worst of it. It's a struggle and sometimes neverending.
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I agree with you. Depression is a scary thing to experience.
hello and welcome back! I'm glad you are getting help and have a good support system!
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Best thing that helped me when I had the major depression,was helping others,in the system to cope,it took my mind off me,and out of the never ending loop of pity me thinking.Positive helped me a LOT. Worked for me,and I was at one time sitting with a gun in my mouth thinking,"why not",so you know I was very down. what stopped that was imagining my son finding me after, could not do that to him.
MAGIC is MAGIC,black OR white or even blood RED
all i ever wanted was a normal life and love.
NO TERF EVER WE belong Too.
don't stop the tears.let them flood your soul.
my new page here,let me know what you think.
nothing but the shadow of what was
witchvox
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Brain issues are a thing I understand. Everybody here understands. Welcome back!
Every moment of a life is a horrible tragedy, a slapstick comedy, dark nihilism, golden illumination, or nothing at all; depending on how we write the story we tell ourselves.
I do hobbies such as playing card games and doing tarot reading which helps my depression.
Thing is each of us is born with a terminal illness,I am type 2 diabetic,but not even myself could save" me,if my time is come to be here. I keep to my diet and try to do all the things they tell me "may" protect me from complications,but life is a fickle thing,there were several times I came as close to checking out as one can,and came to in a hospital,with the docs saying,you should be dead,but by a fluke of life,here you are still with us. I have always known I am mortal,and in time the reaper will,come to collect on all my 9 lives. Live long,and prosper as Spock used to say. major thing is enjoy life to the limit,because mortal is all of us. never waste time,it is not endless,the sands will run out.I know that. I mean I give her insulin everyday but it wasn't enough. I mean if the doctors would find a cure for type 2 diabetes years ago she would've been alive today and I would be very happy to see her.
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MAGIC is MAGIC,black OR white or even blood RED
all i ever wanted was a normal life and love.
NO TERF EVER WE belong Too.
don't stop the tears.let them flood your soul.
my new page here,let me know what you think.
nothing but the shadow of what was
witchvox
http://www.witchvox.com/vu/vxposts.html
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