Astral familiar* sorry
I hope I'm posting in the correct place.
One of the most magical experiences I've had in my life was my relationship with what I've generally viewed as a dream guardian. He's some kind of great white wolf, looking most closely like a tundra wolf. He used to often accompany me in my dreams, almost constantly between the ages of 4 and 8, and he sometimes showed up during the day. I didn't really think anything of it until I got my white German shepherd and stopped dreaming about him or seeing him.
Since then, he has intermittently returned and intermittently been replaced by other figures in my life who were protective forces.
Now I've been having more trouble than ever with my dreams in the last two years or so, and I'm starting to wish he would come back, but I have no idea how to call him or if he'd come when it seems he has a good idea of when he needs to show up and when he doesn't. I'm not one to play by hard-and-fast personifications of spiritual sources, but he is very real as a person to me, and I don't want to offend him by trying to conjure him into my dreams if he doesn't think I need him. I don't even know how I'd approach asking him. Generally I can do dream visualizations to make manifest what I'd like in my dreams, but I've been having a helluvah time keeping these dreams in check and he's not a stage prop I can just implant, or so I feel.
Any ideas/comments/feedback?
I hope I'm posting in the correct place.
One of the most magical experiences I've had in my life was my relationship with what I've generally viewed as a dream guardian. He's some kind of great white wolf, looking most closely like a tundra wolf. He used to often accompany me in my dreams, almost constantly between the ages of 4 and 8, and he sometimes showed up during the day. I didn't really think anything of it until I got my white German shepherd and stopped dreaming about him or seeing him.
Since then, he has intermittently returned and intermittently been replaced by other figures in my life who were protective forces.
Now I've been having more trouble than ever with my dreams in the last two years or so, and I'm starting to wish he would come back, but I have no idea how to call him or if he'd come when it seems he has a good idea of when he needs to show up and when he doesn't. I'm not one to play by hard-and-fast personifications of spiritual sources, but he is very real as a person to me, and I don't want to offend him by trying to conjure him into my dreams if he doesn't think I need him. I don't even know how I'd approach asking him. Generally I can do dream visualizations to make manifest what I'd like in my dreams, but I've been having a helluvah time keeping these dreams in check and he's not a stage prop I can just implant, or so I feel.
Any ideas/comments/feedback?
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