To go straight to the case;
Yesterday, my mother told me, (I can't remember how we got to this topic) that I as a baby, suddenly started to screaming and crying out very loud, without any reason, at night while sleeping. There was nothing unnormal about a baby crying loud, so when my parents woke up, they just tried to make me sleep again like nothing was happened. But the problem was, that I wasn't awake. They could not get my attention, they could not wake me up, and they could not make me calm again. I had my eyes wide open, but I couldn't see them. It seemed like I was looking at something other that them. Like I was seeing something, they don't saw. Something I was completely scared of.
After several nights filled with experiences like this, my parents were totally freaked out, they read several books about strange newborn experiences, and finally asked some experts who gave them an answer. They found out that when I was doing this screaming and terrified looking into nowhere, I was actually in deep, deep sleep or trance. Yes, deep trance.
It continued untill I was about 3 or 4 years old, but it didn't certainly stop there. Instead of falling in deep trance, I had many sleepless nights because of scary, suspicious, nightmares. I only remember one of the nightmares and luckily they stopped after 2-3 years.
Theese strange happenings is a surprising contrast to my little sister's calming, sleepy nature. haha, my mother was sometimes worried if she was sick because of all her lazyness and longlasting sleeps.
But I was just wondering; why in the world were I falling in deep trance as a little newborn kid? Why can't I do it anymore? And those I was seeing, and scared of... is there a posibility that they/it could be gods or spirits??
Yesterday, my mother told me, (I can't remember how we got to this topic) that I as a baby, suddenly started to screaming and crying out very loud, without any reason, at night while sleeping. There was nothing unnormal about a baby crying loud, so when my parents woke up, they just tried to make me sleep again like nothing was happened. But the problem was, that I wasn't awake. They could not get my attention, they could not wake me up, and they could not make me calm again. I had my eyes wide open, but I couldn't see them. It seemed like I was looking at something other that them. Like I was seeing something, they don't saw. Something I was completely scared of.
After several nights filled with experiences like this, my parents were totally freaked out, they read several books about strange newborn experiences, and finally asked some experts who gave them an answer. They found out that when I was doing this screaming and terrified looking into nowhere, I was actually in deep, deep sleep or trance. Yes, deep trance.
It continued untill I was about 3 or 4 years old, but it didn't certainly stop there. Instead of falling in deep trance, I had many sleepless nights because of scary, suspicious, nightmares. I only remember one of the nightmares and luckily they stopped after 2-3 years.
Theese strange happenings is a surprising contrast to my little sister's calming, sleepy nature. haha, my mother was sometimes worried if she was sick because of all her lazyness and longlasting sleeps.
But I was just wondering; why in the world were I falling in deep trance as a little newborn kid? Why can't I do it anymore? And those I was seeing, and scared of... is there a posibility that they/it could be gods or spirits??
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