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  • A letter to myself about my Anxiety

    Anger, Anxiety.
    All my inner problems in two words beginning with A.
    Anger, Anxiety.
    That sudden fury of a raging tornado that appears with no end. It feels as though my chest will explode into an gory bloody mess on the wall.
    I scream.
    Not of pain but of fear.
    Why does this happen to me and why is it a never ending ailment I must deal with for a lifetime?
    Never Normal

    Anger, Anxiety
    All things medication can fix but with what sacrifice
    I feel numb, no emotion, is anybody home?
    The world is no longer shades of blue and red but its new shade is grey.
    I can fit in in a crowd but I am not me

    Anger, Anxiety
    Do let it in? Try to control it myself, be able to be myself
    Do i take the medications to stop it although it stops it all

    I would rather be me. The me that gets angry, the me that wants to scream when something goes wrong. At least then I know how I feel, the real me.
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