I feel like a pagan mutt in a sense so many different pracatices appeal to me yet i dont know which feels right. Its like i want to try them all in a way. I thought i found a coven i thought it was fate i was thinking of relocating there. The pantheon i thought they would follow would be Bast but it wasnt it was Hebrew teachings. I dont mean disrespect but i saw that and that coven stopped feeling like home. Part of me wishes i had a mentor so i could be taught correctly. Not researching reading and piecing the best i can together. For the most part i practice nothing i feel like im playing with fire. But it feels like im staying in a standstill.
I like feedback when i learn things.... i liking knowing my mistakes so i can correct them. It feels like if i am my only teacher how far can i grow? I want to know i do things correctly or if im not i want to know. I just want to feel like im making progress.... that i can apply the tools i have learned.
I like feedback when i learn things.... i liking knowing my mistakes so i can correct them. It feels like if i am my only teacher how far can i grow? I want to know i do things correctly or if im not i want to know. I just want to feel like im making progress.... that i can apply the tools i have learned.
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