She has been my friend for the last five years. She wanted to do something fot Samhain her idea. One day she is struggaling to accept her connection to the Norse gods. She asked me too look up the drawings she did all the time she thought it could be an old alphabet. I did suggest maybe its something from a past life. She was okay maybe sad that it wasnt a way older language. Now she no longer believes in the divine
or in anything other then death being final. Two days prior she was having a panic attack because she felt. she cant be for the Norse tradition you have to die in battle she cant die in battle etc.
I have had multiple dreams with her in them. Her killing precious things of mine. One I even woke up cryiing about the death of my sea turtle. I felt very disturbed all day.
I guess I feel betrayed slightly. Its her choice but I no longer choose to share any of my beliefs with her. So now I refuse anything she ever offers in that reguard.
or in anything other then death being final. Two days prior she was having a panic attack because she felt. she cant be for the Norse tradition you have to die in battle she cant die in battle etc.
I have had multiple dreams with her in them. Her killing precious things of mine. One I even woke up cryiing about the death of my sea turtle. I felt very disturbed all day.
I guess I feel betrayed slightly. Its her choice but I no longer choose to share any of my beliefs with her. So now I refuse anything she ever offers in that reguard.
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